What the heck is going on!

So I have been waiting patiently to start my IUI cycle. My period was late. So I tested Friday and I had a faint positive. WHAT! A BFP. After 3 years of this and it happened on its on. My joy was short lived. I went to my Dr for the blood test. My HGC was only 11. She said it could be early but I know what this means. Its all happened before. A chemical pregnancy. I go back tomorrow for blood work to see if my numbers have gone up but according to the HPT I did this morning its not going to be good. But I am not that sad. I am kinda used to it by now. Ofcourse it sucks but I now have a little more hope It will happen someday and I am now a mom for another day or two. God has a plan.