Progress

So we start last Friday with Follistim 50 iu. I had my first ultrasound and BW today. Everything is on track. There are 2 good size follicles one on each side they are still small but growing. My lining is good at a 7 so far. They called and said to stay on 50 iu. I go back on Friday to see if they are getting bigger. I will find out then if I will to my IUI on Monday or Tuesday. We are going to do a back to back IUIs.

Cycle Day One.

So this morning I woke up with another headache. But I made my way to work. When I got to work I started to feel cramping. More than I have the last couple of days. Yes its the end of a very short pregnancy and the start of a new cycle. This time I hope for a different out come.

I have been so sick with headaches for the last month. I have had to miss work. I left early today because I was so sick. Its absolutely awful. I am hoping this gets better quick. I want this cycle to go smoothly. This pass cycle was crazy with headaches. I just hope that tomorrow is a better day.

What the heck is going on!

So I have been waiting patiently to start my IUI cycle. My period was late. So I tested Friday and I had a faint positive. WHAT! A BFP. After 3 years of this and it happened on its on. My joy was short lived. I went to my Dr for the blood test. My HGC was only 11. She said it could be early but I know what this means. Its all happened before. A chemical pregnancy. I go back tomorrow for blood work to see if my numbers have gone up but according to the HPT I did this morning its not going to be good. But I am not that sad. I am kinda used to it by now. Ofcourse it sucks but I now have a little more hope It will happen someday and I am now a mom for another day or two. God has a plan.

Approved!

Thrusday I was told that my Follistim was approved! It arrived on Friday and now I just have to wait for AF to come. I have been getting awful headaches for the past month nothing helps. I hope everything get better soon. I am excited about this and hope that it works. I know it has not helped in the past but tomorrow is a new day. Whatever road God takes us down will be the right one for us. Its hard to watch everyone around you get pregnant have babies. I just feel stuck. But in order to get unstuck you have to push through. I not getting anything done just waiting for it to happen. SO HERE WE GO!

Waiting Game

I had my injection class and everything was moving forward. Now I got a call from the pharmacy saying that my Follistim was refused because I have not done 3 cycles of clomid first. Ugg... its so frustrating. I have done clomid 4 times and I have even did follistim with IUI too. It has been 2 years so their updated system didnt show that. So I had to get the old RE office to send my new office the records. I hope everthing works out. I still have a week or so left so Im not freaking out yet. I did get my Ovidrel and Endometrin in the mail. It makes me excited. I know things will work out the way they are supposed to so I am not going to stress. God has a plan. Ill keep this updated.