Thursday, March 29, 2012

IVF Here We Come

So...We actually doing this...IVF...ahhhhhhhhh:)
Although I am nervous I am really excited. I know Josh is actually excited to. He was like its happening. We had our consults and will have our retrieval and transfer done in May. I am really looking forward for what God has in-store for us. Everything is in his hands and he will remain #1 in our lives. We will see what happens:)

Thursday, March 1, 2012

29!

Today marks the start of the last year of my 20's. I really was not looking forward to this day. 29 sounds old to me. I feel like I should look differnt. I can remember thinking of what I would be like when Im almost 30. When I was younger I knew what my life was going to like when I was this old. I would be married have 2 kids a big house. I would be a stay at home Momma. I learned many leasons over the past 10 years and one is life is so unexpected. Its never what you had in mind when you are an 18 year old.
So my in next 29 years Im not going to plan it out because I know its not my plan after all. Its his. God has a perfect plan for me. Maybe one I would not choose myself but in the end its the perfect one for me. This journey so far has been challenging, wonderful, painful, crazy, fun but it is just begining. The climax will come soon enough and prayers will be answered. I am looking forward to what life has instore for me. So Im not going to wallow in dispare of being another year older. I will just be happy and Say Happy Birthday too me:)