We have decided to document our Journey to becoming a family. Here is a little back ground.
Josh and I have been together since September 25, 2000. We meet my senior year of high school. We were married on March 25, 2006. After we purchased our house in September of 2006 we began trying to conceive our first baby. We really were not "trying trying" just letting thing happen if they were going to happen. But after a year still nothing. Then in January of 2008 we finally had a BFP! We were so excited. But things didn't progress and I miscarried later that week. Needless to say it was the worst feeling in the world. So we proceeded by going to a Reproductive Endocrinologist aka Fertility Clinic. Everything look hopeful. I had to have laproscopic surgery to remove some endometriosis. I also found out I have PCOS. But every cycle we tried looked very good but nothing worked. We had multiple IUI's and still nothing. I knew all of this was going to be physically hard but nothing can prepare you for the emotional pain infertility causes. Its hard for family to understand. They just say it will happen. For me I felt like I was all alone if my fight. But I know God has a path for me and now I have learned to lean on God for help. Don't get me wrong Josh has been amazing, I know his want for a child is just as great as mine.
So here we are 2011. We had taken time off to try and save up for IVF. But we just found out insurance is going to help more than we thought. I dont know where this road is going to lead us, but we switch RE and I love our new office. I have faith that God will lead us to our dreams one way or another. No one should ever have to worry about this kind of thing but here we are living it. We just pray for our friends and family's support and hopefully this will be the new start to us becoming a Mommy and Daddy.
So far we have completed most of our first step exams to see where we are going to start. I will need to have the Lap surgery again. We will keep you posted on each appointment. Thank you for your interest and support. We love you.
